A new project.

This video pretty much sums up what I am feeling and why I am feeling that way.

I feel unused.

I feel in the moment.

I feel undiscovered.

I feel like I am waiting for something that may or may not come.

I feel like I need direction and there is no one to tell me what to do.

I feel like the bills are piling up and the responsibilities are heavy yet suddenly there is no goal to accomplish.

I just am.

I wonder when the person that I am will suddenly change from constantly seeking the future to constantly looking back? In other words, I wonder when adults stop thinking about what they will be and start thinking about what they were. I wonder when the “I am” will reach the top of the mountain and i will sink into the normalcy of reflection on the things that I have done.

Do you think there is a top? or is that just a silly dream too? Are we built to constantly seek a new end?

I want to do this. I know its copying but I think that memories are important. And I agree with this guy: I dont want to forget.

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